On My Knees

Thankful Thursday...Rejoicing!

2012-02-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice." 1 Chronicles 16:10

Photo taken by Lyss

Rejoicing...

In Lyssa's trip for college scholarship interviews last weekend. She went, she interviewed, she lived the college life for a couple of days, and she came home safely. God was watching over her. We look forward to watching God' leading and providing, trusting that He's done good so far!

Rejoicing...

In the joy on Kyle's face as he goes to school and comes home after a great day. He is thriving in the new environment and seems to enjoy learning to a new degree. Picking out new classes for next year was like opening Christmas presents. So many fun choices. Now I'm just wondering where God is leading him for a future career.

Rejoicing...

In my love for being a part of ministry to the women of our church. Planning our upcoming retreat is full of God sightings, a fun night of laughter exchanging Secret Sisters, and leading Women's Bible study last week found me reveling in how I love seeing God's hand in those moments and in awe of how He uses me sometimes. I often feel so inadequate, but over and over again, I am blessed by God's work!

Rejoicing...

In my Sunday night prayer group. It's small but mighty. God has brought me through a time of real anger, bitterness, and disappointment over the "success" of this ministry, and filled me instead with a contentment to be where I'm at no matter how it looks to my naked and natural eye. Because supernaturally it looks totally different.

Glory in your holy name!

Lord, let the hearts of those who seek the you rejoice! I'm rejoicing in so many things you have been doing in our lives. You are continually at work changing my life, and the lives of our kids, as you draw them nearer to yourself. I surrender every detail, in the present and future, to be under your control, trusting that you know what is best for our lives. Through your power may our lives bring glory to your holy name! Today I rejoice in you!

Wordless Wednesday

2012-02-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

Future Valentines

2012-02-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

"For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh." Genesis 2:24

"Marriage is not a noun, it's a verb.

It isn't something you get. It's something you do.

It's the way you love your partner every day."

-- Barbara De Angelis

As we celebrate Valentines Day, I am faced with the reality that our kids aren't too far from the days when they will be thinking about marriage, and finding their life mates. Soon Valentine's Day will be a day worth celebrating, because they will have someone to celebrate with. I'm praying for them to find the mate God has planned just for them, and that they choose to work hard throughout their lifetime to love their spouse deeply. I long for them to live in deep happiness, and in marriages that are strong, healthy, and committed for the long haul. One day, I hope they will be celebrating their 25th Valentines Day together!

Happy Valentines Day, to my dear Hubby!

Lord, you have blessed my life richly with a wonderful husband and a marriage that brings me much happiness. You knew the man who would be perfect for me, and you brought us together in beautiful fashion. Sure, we have struggles and ups and downs, but you are always there pushing us to be better, to look to you for guidance, and lean on you for understanding. Lord, I pray that our children find the mates that you have designed perfectly for them. Mates that will love them deeply, be willing to work through the hard things, always be faithful, and live their lives devoted to you. I pray that our kids have marriages that are full of love, happiness, peace, contentment, and respect. Begin preparing them, and their future spouses, for a beautiful adventure, with you by their side.

Servant Assignments

2012-02-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

Who do you think Paul is, anyway? Or Apollos, for that matter? Servants, both of us—servants who waited on you as you gradually learned to entrust your lives to our mutual Master. We each carried out our servant assignment. I planted the seed, Apollos watered the plants, but God made you grow. It's not the one who plants or the one who waters who is at the center of this process but God, who makes things grow. Planting and watering are menial servant jobs at minimum wages. What makes them worth doing is the God we are serving. You happen to be God's field in which we are working." 1 Corinthians 3:5-9

"We each carried out our servant assignment." What will be Lyssa and Kyle's "servant assignment" be? How will they recognize God's leading and plan in their lives? What will they do? Who will they be? In what ways will the serve our Savior with their lives? Oh, I can't wait to see how they carry out their days ahead.

But those things they do? "What makes them worth doing is the God we are serving." May their hearts be so entwined with their Savior that they can't help but long to serve Him.

Thank you, Lord, for knowing the plans you have for Alyssa and Kyle. Thank you that you will carry onto completion the work you are doing in their lives. And thank you for the gifts and talents that you give them, and that they have opportunities to serve, teach, and bless others with those gifts. I pray, dear Jesus, that Alyssa and Kyle will be attentive to your voice, and aware of your leading, as you continue to mold and make them into what you want them to be. May they always follow you, and walk obediently in your path. Use them to draw other people to yourself. Allow them the opportunity to minister to others, and reflect you living in their lives. Grow in them a trust and faith in you, so that no matter where you lead, they will follow! Thank you, Lord, for whatever the servant assignment is for Alyssa and Kyle, and for the reminder that what makes them worth doing is you, God we are serving. I love you, dear Jesus, deeper than words can express.

Praying Scripture: Isaiah 61

2012-02-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

LORD you are anointed
   to preach good news to the poor.
Please preach that good news to Alyssa and Kyle.
Bind up Alyssa and Kyle when they are brokenhearted,
   and proclaim freedom for them when they are captives
   and release them from darkness when they are prisoners,
and proclaim the year of your favor
   and the day of your vengeance.
Comfort Alyssa and Kyle when they mourn,
   and provide for them who grieve in Zion—
Bestow on Alyssa and Kyle a crown of beauty
   instead of ashes,
the oil of gladness
   instead of mourning,
and a garment of praise
   instead of a spirit of despair.
I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will be called oaks of righteousness,
   a planting of the LORD
   for the display of your splendor.

Amen.

Isaiah 61:1-3

Just How God Is

2012-02-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

“He guards the paths of the just and protects those who are faithful to him.” Proverbs 2:8 (NLT)

Alyssa...1994

I remember Alyssa’s first day of kindergarten like it was yesterday. Dropping off my firstborn, and entrusting her to the care of someone I didn’t know for the afternoon, caused a small bit of apprehension. Would she be well cared for, and protected from all harms? What would she learn and experience? Would she choose good friends? Unlike all of the days of her life so far, I was loosing control of what happened in my daughter’s life. For three hours each day she would be on her own, and without me by her side.

And last night, my baby flew to Oregon by herself, and is spending the weekend at the college of her choice, participating in scholarship interviews. Scary, scary. Before I know it, she will move from our home, and no longer be under our roof on a daily basis. With each step of growth in my daughter, my own grasp on her life lessens more and more. As I become less in her life, I pray that God becomes more.

I am learning to entrust my children to God’s care each and every day, believing that He guards their path and protects them from harm when I can no longer be near them. His eyes can see farther than mine will ever be able to, and His arms will protect them better than mine ever can. He is God, and I am not. He will watch over them today, just as He did yesterday, and will do tomorrow. That’s just how God is.

That’s just how God is.

Lord, guard the paths of Alyssa and Kyle, and protect them because they are faithful to you. Be near them each day, leading, guiding, and guarding them. Lead them down paths that lead directly to you, and towards the plans you have for their lives. Lord, watch over Alyssa and Kyle all the days of their lives. Teach me to continually entrust them to your care, and believe in my heart that you have your hands protecting them. Guard their hearts from anger, hurt, loneliness, bitterness, and unforgiveness. Guard their eyes from seeing things that aren’t from you. Guard their ears from hearing the enemy’s voice leading them away from you, Lord. Guard their hands from doing evil and hurting others. Lord, I entrust Alyssa and Kyle to your care, knowing that you will protect them in ways that I cannot. What a reassurance for this mother’s heart. I love you, Lord Jesus!

Thankful Thursday

2012-02-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

"The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need." Psalm 23:1

I have my dear hubby and my two wonderful children.
I have a beautiful home where I find rest, peace, and warmth.
I have a church family that is loving, passionate, and giving in so many ways.
I have food to feed my family.
I have a cozy bed to sleep in.
I have a car, or two or three , to drive.
I have His Word that speaks to me.

I am rich indeed!

Of course, some added benefits that my Shepherd has blessed me with this week...

Coffee time with a friend.
Kids hanging out together, laughing and chatting, in ways that I haven't seen in ages.
A note my daughter left for her Grammy.
Kyle hung out with some Christian friends during the Superbowl.
Someone from church mailed Lyss a sweet card.
A hugely successful Pampered Chef party...so many sweet friends squished into my home, and I "earned" some great stuff along the way ($190 of free stuff to be exact)! Spoiled.

Yes, God is good! I have all that I need...and more!

Lord, thank you for the many ways you have blessed me. I truly have all that I need. My heart is full of gratitude. Thank you for my dear family....for my beautiful and strong daughter, my humorous and disciplined son, and for my loving and hardworking husband. If that is all that you were to give me, I'd still be grateful. Thank you, Lord, for showering my life with abundant blessings! You are a good and faithful God, and I pray that Alyssa and Kyle know that full well!

Wordless Wednesday

2012-02-08T05:30:00.000-07:00

A Little Wish

2012-02-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

No matter how much you want,

laziness won't help a bit,

but hard work will reward you

with more than enough.

Proverbs 13:4

Dishes.

I just want the dishes to make it into the dishwasher...

without me,

without reminding,

without sitting in the sink.

That's all.

Lord, I'm just whining a bit today, probably, but I know you hear my prayers and understand my heart. I so want Alyssa and Kyle to have helping hands around the house. Laziness will not reward them, but working hard will be of great benefit, now and in the future. Help them to have hands that work hard, bless others, and show compassion and sensitivity to the world around them. Remove any tendencies in them to be sluggards and sloths, and find within themselves the joy that comes from using their hands. You have given Alyssa and Kyle special gifts and strengths, and I pray that they use those gifts to bless your Kingdom and live lives that bring you glory!

Persevering and Persistent

2012-02-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:16

As I was searching for something this last weekend, we came across a letter that Alyssa wrote me when she was in third grade. You have to realize that there were times in our house where I was sure I was living in a farm...or better yet a ZOO...and the thought of one more animal joining our family did not bring this mother much pleasure. Ken was always the easy one to persuade, but I on the other hand, took great convincing and bribing. Therefore, the letter.

Oh can kids be persistent when they want something. I pray that they can take that "gift" and learn to use it in their prayer life. Being persevering and persistent will draw them ever closer to their Savior.

I don't really remember if this letter accomplished what the kids wanted, but I'm sure God wouldn't have turned them down! if they prayed with such eloquence and persistence!

Lord, I love that you hear our prayers and know the desires of our hearts. I love that you promise that when we seek you we will find you, and when we ask it will be given to us. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle find great joy and delight in coming to you, dear Jesus, in prayer. I long for them to know the peace that passes all understanding that comes from you as they learn to trust you with their fears, needs and wants. May Alyssa and Kyle approach your throne of grace with confidence so that they may receive mercy and find grace to help them in their times of need. Thank you, precious Savior, for hearing our prayers!

The Keeper of My Heart

2012-02-04T05:30:00.000-07:00

Restless

You dwell in the songs that we are singing
Rising to the Heavens
Rising to Your heart
Our praises filling up the spaces
In between our frailty and everything You are
You are the keeper of my heart

And I'm restless
I’m restless
'Til I rest in You
(Oh God I wanna rest in You)

Oh speak now for my soul is listening
Say that You have saved me
Whisper in the dark
'Cause I know You’re more than my salvation

Without You I am hopeless
Tell me who You are
You are the keeper of my heart

Still my heart
Hold me close
Let me hear a still small voice
Let it grow
Let it rise
Into a shout
Into a cry

I am restless until I rest in You

Written by Audrey Assad and Matt Maher
© 2010 River Oaks Music Company (BMI)

Lord and Precious Savior, thank you for being the keeper of my heart, and for being the keeper of Alyssa and Kyle's hearts. In their restlessness, may our children come to know that you are their hope and salvation, and that you alone are their rest. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle's souls are listening to you, dear Jesus, because they need you to tell them who they are. Your sweet salvation will be their greatest gift and joy, and your presence with them will bring the deepest calm throughout the trials, fears, and temptations in their lives. Lord, be the keeper of Alyssa and Kyle's hearts!

Stand in Awe

2012-02-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I stand in awe of your deeds, O Lord." Habakkuk 3:2

Daria, Kyle, and Alyssa at the Oregon Coast (2005)

Sometimes, when you see evidence of God in your life, you just have to raise your hands in worship. I'm not sure if that is what Daria was really doing in this picture, but I know that every time I see the power of the ocean, my heart just wants to cry out in worship. What are the things in your life, that move you to stand in awe and adoration of our God?

A beautiful sunset.

My children's laughter.

The sound of the river rushing by.

The smell of lilacs.

A child talking about God or singing their heart out to Him.

Crickets outside my window.

A rainbow.

There are a lot of things that aren't "cool", "sound interesting", or are "bo-rrring" in a teenager's life. It's a common occurrence to hear those things around here. Oh how I want my kids to recognize God in their every day lives, and find things that move them to worship Him. There is nothing, and no one, more worthy of our awe.

Lord, you are so worthy of our praise. You deserve all of our honor, adoration, and awe. You are so evident in the daily things our lives, yet often we miss it. Lord, open my children's eyes so that they may see you clearly. May they stand in awe of your power and majesty when they look at your creation. Or sense your love when they read your Word, or see you in someone else's life, or recognize your blessings. I pray that my children recognize your presence, and your work in their lives, moment by moment. Lord, I want them to always stand in awe of your deeds, your presence, and your blessing. God, you are so good!

Thankful Thursday: God Hears

2012-02-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

I have to say that I just love looking at

pictures when my babies were small! (1996)

They will call on my name and I will answer them; I will say, ‘They are my people,’ and they will say, ‘The Lord is our God.' Zechariah 13:9

I know that God hears my prayers. How do I know? He answers.

Sometimes with a "yes".
Sometimes with a "no".
Once in a while with a "Let's wait and see."
Periodically He changes my mind.

However, I always have an assurance that He is listening.

This week was no different. I sensed His care as I cast my burdens on Him, and He answered me when I called.

Lord, thank you for hearing your children when they call on your name. Thank you for answering me when I prayed to you for help this week. I know and trust that you are watching over Alyssa and Kyle and you are fighting for and working on their behalf every day. When my spirit grows faint within me, it is you who know my way. I pray that when Alyssa and Kyle need you, they will know they can cast their cares on you and you will care for them. We are your people, O Lord, and you are our God. Thank you for answering us when we call.

Wordless Wednesday

2012-02-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

Taught By God

2012-01-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

"It is written in the Prophets: ‘They will all be taught by God.’ Everyone who listens to the Father and learns from him comes to me." John 6:45

At the Oregon Coast (1998)

Sometimes it's hard to be my teenager's "teacher". There's something about teenagers that makes them think they know everything, and their parent knows nothing. It's normal, I know, but there are things that Alyssa and Kyle need to learn. (Of course, don't we all)?!

I came across the above verse the other day in my quiet time and I just loved it, especially as I thought about my sometimes "strong-willed" children..."they will all be taught by God". What a relief to know, that there are some things I can entrust Him to teach my children, especially when I feel unsuccessful. Thank you, dear Jesus!

Oh that they will "listen to the Father"!

Lord, you are our most precious Father, and I am in awe of your amazing wisdom, and that you impart it to your children. I will continue praying that you fill Alyssa and Kyle with the knowledge of your will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding. With everything that I am, I pray that they will be sponges who soak up all the wisdom and knowledge you have for them, and be hearers and doers of your Word. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle always have flexible spirits, tender minds, and open ears to the voice of their Savior. Teach them, Jesus!

A Heavenly Bath

2012-01-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Elisha sent a messenger to say to him, “Go, wash yourself seven times in the Jordan, and your flesh will be restored and you will be cleansed.” 2 Kings 5:10

Lyss (1995)

Baths were always a fun time when our kids were little. Bubbles, toys, and splashing were always a delight until it came time for the washing of the hair. Oh the torture. Often there would be tears, struggles, and gasps as the water fell over their heads.

And don't you just love the smell of a freshly bathed baby. I kind of miss those days.

Kyle (1998)

Washing is sometimes not an easy task. Check out the Old Testament for proof. There were rules and tasks that had to happen for ceremonial cleansing. Elisha told Naaman, a commander of the kings army who had leprosy, that he needed to wash himself in the Jordan river seven times. Can you imagine telling your kid that they are going to have to bathe seven times in order to be clean? I remember well the torture when baths needed to become a more common occurence than twice a week. Oh my.

I'm thankful that God had a different plan for His people, and that internal cleansing comes just by asking Jesus to wash us clean!

Today, I am praying for Alyssa and Kyle to be sensitive to the sin that is present in their lives, and that their hearts tender towards asking their Heavenly Father for a good cleansing. What joy that comes when we are "clean behind ears" and "sparkling from head to toe"... our heart included!

A heavenly bath!

"Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin." Psalm 51:2

Dear Precious Savior, thank you for cleansing us from within, and making that cleansing available to each one of us. I pray that you make Alyssa and Kyle sensitive to the sin in their lives and their true need for you. Sin can quench your Holy Spirit from being heard and felt in their lives, but as they repent and seek you for forgiveness and cleansing, their hearts will be open and available to hear your still small voice. Lord, wash away Alyssa and Kyle's iniquity and cleanse them from their sin. Thank you, dear Jesus, for making us beautiful and presentable in your sight. May Alyssa and Kyle be forever yours!

A Sweet Find

2012-01-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

"God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. ‘For in him we live and move and have our being.’ As some of your own poets have said, ‘We are his offspring.’" Acts 17:27-28

This week, on an outing to the mall, Lyss happened upon a $100 bill in the parking lot. Lucky girl. A "small" treasure in the vast parking lot. What are the odds?

Of course, the boys would say that they saw it at about the same time. Lyss just was quicker to the draw...ha!

I have wondered several times, if I had been there walking with my family, would I have caught sight of it too? She says she just saw it laying out in the open for anyone to find.

I love the fact that God, and His sweet salvation, is much like that $100 bill.

He is easy to find...
I pray that our kids "find" Him, wide out in the open, and hard to miss in their lives.

He is a blessing when you get a hold of Him!
He's our strength, joy, hope, and salvation,
And that's just the beginning of the list of precious benefits!

Oh the best treasure in the world to find!
Even better than a $100 bill.

Lord, I pray that Alyssa and Kyle find the absolute treasure of you and your salvation. Be out in the wide open, around every corner, and visibly present every day of their lives in a way that they are fully aware of your power, your love and your salvation. May Alyssa and Kyle know the sweetness of walking in relationship with you, dear Jesus, all the days of their lives.

The Best Policy

2012-01-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Whoever can be trusted with very little can also be trusted with much, and whoever is dishonest with very little will also be dishonest with much." Luke 16:10-11

Every day my children have the opportunity to choose truth or lies. In their schoolwork, in conversation with others, when they are left home alone, or as they are out and about with friends, I pray that honesty is always their first response. One moment of dishonesty can deteriorate trust in any relationship. Telling a little white lie here or there, may be the easiest way to go to stay out of hot water, but in the end it really could cause great damage.

"Those who think it is permissible

to tell white lies

soon grow color-blind."

~Austin O'Malley

Honesty is vital for healthy relationships, successful careers, and a peace within themselves. Some days, it will take much effort to choose being honest and truthful, but I don't believe my children will ever regret doing the better and right thing.

I pray that trust and honesty mark our children's lives...with every decision and in every day.

Lord, I pray that truth and honesty is always a part of the fabric of my children’s lives. Holy Spirit, guide and lead them into living lives that please you. May honesty be forever on Alyssa and Kyle's lips. May they choose honesty in the decisions they make, with the conversations they have, and in every action they take. Give them the strength when it seems to be the hard thing to do, and peace when fear tempts them to walk the other way. Lord, I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will find your strength and help when they choose honesty, integrity, and truthfulness. May they always put their hope in you. Honesty is a trademark that I pray they wear with pride. Thank you, dear Jesus, for hearing my prayer.

Thankful Thursday: Great Things!

2012-01-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

"God's voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding." Job 37:5

God is always doing great things in our lives, so that we can be fully aware that He is present and active, and know that He loves us.

Kyle finished his first semester of high school with some great grades! I'm proud of how well he has adjusted to his new school. He actually acts like he's having fun!

Lyssa's facebook status made me smile. God does answer prayers! For years, I have been praying that our girl would love school, and enjoy learning. I'll take this as a little sign of God's work in her life!

Lyss found a $100 bill in the mall parking lot this week. After a bit of searching for the owner, she shared part with her brother, bought her dad and brother a pretzel at the mall, and then came home with a Dutch Bros. coffee for me. I felt blessed by her thoughtfulness...lucky girl.

This may be a "funny" blessing, but I was given 2 dozen eggs at church this week, and was just truly grateful for my friend's generosity. Silly, I know.

Lyss had her Bible quiz meet cancelled due to the snow (thank you, Lord for her protection), and in place of the 10 hour trip, her quiz team went bowling together for the afternoon. I have to admit that I was surprised she went AND she bowled. Her least favorite thing in the world. I'm so glad she was willing to go out and do something she doesn't normally do...and enjoy it!

Lord, I'm so thankful for the many great things you do in our lives. I love the marvelous ways your voice thunders in tenderness to your children. It's those things, big or small, they bring me joy on the hard days. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle become aware of the mighty things you are doing in their lives, and they are reminded to declare your praise. Thank you for their growth, for protecting them, and for continuing to teach them your ways. May they always live with you as the center of their lives. Thank you, Lord, for your mighty blessings.

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

Praying Scripture: Philippians 1

2012-01-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

My Precious Babies

Dear Lord Jesus,

Every time Alyssa and Kyle cross my mind, I break out in exclamations of thanks to you God. Each exclamation is a trigger to prayer. I find myself praying for Alyssa and Kyle with a glad heart. I am so pleased that they have continued on believing and proclaiming God's Message. There has never been the slightest doubt in my mind that you, God, who started this great work in Alyssa and Kyle will keep at it and bring it to a flourishing finish on the very day until Christ Jesus appears.

So this is my prayer: that Alyssa and Kyle's love will flourish and that they will not only love much but well. May Alyssa and Kyle learn to love appropriately. They need to use their head and test their feelings so that their love is sincere and intelligent, not sentimental gush. My prayer is that Alyssa and Kyle live a lover's life, circumspect and exemplary, a life you, Jesus, will be proud of: bountiful in fruits from the soul, making you attractive to all, getting everyone involved in the glory and praise of you.

Amen.

Philippians 1:3-6, 9-11

Endure with Hope

2012-01-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

"We continually remember before our God and Father your work produced by faith, your labor prompted by love, and your endurance inspired by hope in our Lord Jesus Christ." 1 Thessalonians 1:3

Endurance inspired by hope. God's message to me this week. I can endure because I have hope in Him! God says hold on, stand firm, and hang in there.

Endure with hope...in my parenting.
Endure with hope...in my obedience.
Endure with hope...in my praying.
Endure with hope...in ministry that doesn't look/feel successful.

Enduring with hope. I'm trying to learn.

And I want Alyssa and Kyle to learn to endure with hope too.
Endure with hope...in their schoolwork.
Endure with hope...in their friendship.
Endure with hope...in their beliefs and morals out in the world.
Endure with hope...as they study God's Word.
Endure with hope...as they follow God's plan for their lives.

Enduring with hope... is my phrase for the moment!

Lord, thank you for the times you speak to me through your Word. I'm holding on to your encouragement for me to endure with hope. Oh how I want Alyssa and Kyle to learn to endure with hope too. Teach us to endure when the road seems hard or lonely. Help us to endure when we don't see the reward or blessing in the journey. Help us, dear Jesus, to put one foot in front of the other and press on in obedience to your call in our lives. Your grace is our strength, our hope, and our true reward. Lord, help Alyssa, Kyle and I to endure with hope.

Hide and Seek

2012-01-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

"After his suffering, he showed himself to these men and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive." Acts 1:3

Alyssa & Kyle (1997)

I love that Scripture..."He showed himself to these men." God doesn't want to play "Hide and Seek". He just wants His children to know, without a shadow of a doubt, that He is alive and present in their lives.

I always laughed when the kids and I played "Hide and Seek" when they were little. Because though they were "hiding", I could hear little giggles or their continual movement as they got comfortable. Their excitement grew as I got closer and closer to their hiding spot. Unfortunately, finding them wasn't too hard.

I think God's like that. He's the Living God, and he is active in our lives, and He wants us to know it. He wants us to find Him!

I pray that my kids can sense His presence with them every day, and recognize the "convincing proofs" that He is God.

Lord, show yourself to Alyssa and Kyle and help them to see many convincing proofs that You are truly alive! Open their eyes so that they may recognize you, and know that you are God.

The Main Goal

2012-01-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

"So we make it our goal to please him..." 2 Corinthians 5:9

Lord, I am on my knees today, for Alyssa and Kyle. My heart's cry is that they make it their goal to always please you, and you alone, in everything they say and do. May the words of their mouth be sweet and pleasing to you, the work of their hands bring you glory, and their feet always go where you lead. I pray that they press on toward the goal to win the prize for which you have called them. Thank you, dear Jesus, for hearing the prayers of this mom!

Thankful Thursday

2012-01-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

For the grave cannot praise you,
   death cannot sing your praise;
those who go down to the pit
   cannot hope for your faithfulness.
The living, the living—they praise you,
   as I am doing today;
fathers tell their children
   about your faithfulness.

--Isaiah 38:18-20

Just a few things I want to give God praise for today...

Spiritual growth opportunity for Lyss weekend last. I think her trip to Midwinter was a success.
Special times as a family. We've had lots of nights at home these last two weeks. Family Skipbo nights with fun prizes from Dad. Nights together make me feel blessed and refreshed. I guess we might be getting prepared for busier times.
Kids who do their best in school. Finals week is almost over.
Loved watching Kyle shovel the neighbor's snow. Oh how I pray he continues to have a helping and giving heart.
Ken and I were treated for lunch by friends at church and left feeling encouraged and blessed. God uses others to touch our lives in special ways.
Hearing a friend share her God-sighting with me, and how much she loves learning new things in the Bible, when a couple of years ago I would have said I'd never heard her speak that way. Blessed my heart.

God is good! All the time.

Lord, thank you for your faithfulness to our family this week. I love knowing that you are continually active in our lives. When I don't know what to do as a parent, or allow fear or impatience to rule my thoughts, I have learned that I can turn it all over to you, and you hear my prayers. Help me be diligent at passing onto my children, the many ways I see you at work in our lives, and that it's good for us all to give you praise. And when Alyssa and Kyle are anxious and worried, help me remind them to place everything in your hands, for you will be faithful to hear their prayers. My heart is moved to give you praise, dear Jesus, for all the many blessings you have given our family!

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-18T05:30:00.001-07:00

Finals Week

2012-01-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I applied my mind to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under the heavens." Ecclesiastes 1:13

Let the finals begin.

My prayer for this week is that Kyle will remember, and can easily bring to mind, the things that he has been learning. For some it comes easier than others. Applying their mind is what he will need this week for sure!

Lord, you have given our kids strong minds and the ability to become wise with knowledge and experiences. Please help them to apply their minds whenever they are called to, and fall in love with learning. You have made them intelligent, but may they use those smarts to serve you in amazing ways. May Alyssa and Kyle always give you the glory, for the things they have learned, and for how they have used the things you have taught them. Lord, thank you for being with our children when the tasks seem hard and overwhelming. Especially be Kyle's strength this week as he takes finals.

Lessons in Comfort

2012-01-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I looked for sympathy, but there was none, for comforters, but I found none." Psalm 69:20

Our kids are learning some tough lessons about life and death. Within the last few months we've had way too many reasons to grieve and need comfort. (One experience is written about here.) Our most recent, is the death of a friend as he was out golfing last week, leaving behind his wife, 16 year old son, and 13 year old daughter. Oh the grief.

Hopefully, in these lessons Alyssa and Kyle are learning about the Great Comforter, and whom they can find refuge, shelter, hope and peace.

What I do know, is that out of our receiving comfort, we can in turn give comfort.

As our son heard the news of the death of his friend's father, he took a moment (even in the middle of the school day) to text his friend a note of sympathy and comfort. I have to admit that I was so proud of him when he told me he had done that. It's often so easy to feel uncomfortable and worry about what to say. Instead, he took the time to say something that would give comfort, and to let his friend know he was thinking about him. Yeah, Kyle!

Some days we'll need comfort, and some days we'll give it. Every day it is available in God!

Lord, be of comfort to Alyssa and Kyle in the hard times they experience in life. May they find you alone to be their strength, refuge, shelter, and hope. You know their every tear and wipe it with your loving and tender hands. As they know the comfort of your love, may Alyssa and Kyle be comforters to those in need around them. May they never be afraid of saying the right thing, but just be brave to pass on words of encouragement, offer their arms to comfort and hug, and be a loving presence to those in need. Thank you, Lord, for being the Great Comforter, and being available to us in our times of need. We come to you, and rest in the shelter of your arms.

Wonderful, Merciful Savior

2012-01-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

“The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. ‘For in him we live and move and have our being.’" Acts 17:24-28

This is one of my favorite songs. It became my favorite one summer as my mom taught us the song on our vacation at the Oregon coast. Oh the memories are sweet. But the words are sweeter. I listened to it this week, I realized how fitting it would be for a "Salvation Saturday" post. May it be a sweet, sweet song in your ear.

Wonderful merciful Savior

Precious redeemer and friend
Who would have thought that a lamb could
Rescue the souls of men, Oh You rescue the souls of men

Counselor, comforter, keeper
Spirit we long to embrace
You offer hope when our hearts have
Hopelessly lost the way, Oh we hopelessly lost the way

You are the One that we praise
You are the One we adore
You give the healing and grace our
Hearts always hunger for, Oh our hearts always hunger for

Almighty infinite father
Faithfully loving Your own
Herein our weakness You find us
Falling before Your throne, Oh we're falling before Your throne.

Lord, you are God and you made the world and everything in it. You are the Lord of heaven and earth and do not live in temples built by hands. Oh how I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will seek you and reach out for you and find you, though you are not far from them. For in you they live and move and have their being. Be Alyssa and Kyle's Savior, their friend, and their everlasting life!

No Mountain Too High

2012-01-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I will go before you and will level the mountains."
Isaiah 45:2

Alyssa and Kyle making the climb (2005)

I remember the first time we took our kids to Camel's Back Park here in Boise. Alyssa and Kyle's eyes were huge, as they took in the hill we were encouraging them to climb. Of course, they experienced no fear as they took on the challenge and made their way to the top of the hill. Taking one step of the climb at a time, they were soon on top of the world.

There will be "mountains" that seem too big to climb in their lives. Today the mountains look like end of the semester finals, relationships with friends, or busy schedules. Later in life, the mountains may feel a bit more impossible.

I pray that my kids look at those challenges, much like they did the hill at the park...possible, as long as they take one step at a time. And better yet, I pray that they recognize God is with them, and He will take some of those "mountains" and make them just little bumps in the road.

As long as they "fix their eyes" on Him, they will conquer those big mountains.

On top of the mountain!

Oh Lord, help our children to find peace, strength, and success as they face mountains in their lives. When the journey seems too hard, I pray that they learn to fix their eyes on you, who is the author and perfecter of their faith, and experience your peace that passes all understanding. Grant them the courage to take one step at a time, the wisdom to follow where you lead, and look to you when fear seems to stop them in their tracks. I pray that they trust you, dear Jesus, whenever they come face to face with a mountain that seems too big. If it be your will, take those mountains and level them. I praise you, Father, for your near and precious presence in our lives.

An UN-derstatement

2012-01-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Young men, in the same way be submissive to those who are older. All of you, clothe yourselves with humility toward one another, because, “God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.” 1 Peter 5:5

When I was a boy of fourteen, my father was so ignorant I could hardly stand to have the old man around. But when I got to be twenty-one, I was astonished at how much he had learned in seven years. ~Author unknown

We are in this lovely stage of life called
T-E-E-N-A-G-E-R-S.
Need I say more?

As parents we are...
Uncool.
Unlovely.
Unacceptable.
Unadmired.
Unappealing.
Unbalanced.
Unbrilliant.
Unimpressive.

   Un--
   Un--
   Un--

   Unappreciated.

You'll all want to tell me this is "normal", but I'm still going to pray UNabashedly for God to UNdoubtedly change the Unpleasantness of my little UNderaged adults.

Just in case you're wondering, please understand, I still do love them UNconditionally, forever and always.

Lord, I do thank you for my lovely teenagers. I love Alyssa and Kyle with all of my heart. But still I ask that you be abundantly involved in molding and leading them into being full of kindness and humility. Remove the impatience, irritability, pride and immaturity that mark this age. Help Alyssa and Kyle to clothe themselves with humility toward others in their lives. Thank you, Lord, for always moving in our kids lives, and making them into what you want them to be.

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

Watch that Mouth!

2012-01-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

"And he called the people to him and said to them, “Hear and understand: it is not what goes into the mouth that defiles a person, but what comes out of the mouth; this defiles a person.” Matthew 15:10-11

Old photo of my mom, grandpa, and myself.

I was recently reminiscing with my mom about the time I gasped at her using a bad word. She had no memory of the incident, but it forever was burned in my brain. The funny part of the story is that the word really wasn't a foul word, but in the 4th grade I was sure she needed to have her mouth washed out with soap.

I don't know how I missed the phase in my life where foul language was "cool" or okay, but I did. I never had an interest in using those words that left a bad taste in my mouth and heart. I always thought it marred the beauty of the one speaking.

And by golly, it was one of the 10 commandments. Ha! I remember sitting in the back seat of my preacher-grandpa's car when he came down on me for saying "gosh" because it was the same as taking the Lord's name in vain. Let me tell you, I didn't do that again in his presence.

Today, people don't think twice at saying "gosh" or any other four-letter word. I've even had people use foul language when talking to me (the pastor's wife, mind you) at church. And every time I find myself cringing. Are we so desensitized to the ugliness of those words that we can flippantly use them left and right without a second thought?

Oh how I want my kids to have a sensitive spirit when it comes to those ugly words, and a distaste in their mouth when they are tempted to follow after whats "normal", "cool", and "not-a-big-deal." They look so much more like Jesus when they have clean mouths.

So, before I close, you may be wondering what the bad, bad, bad word was that my mom used. You'll laugh I'm sure. Can you believe she dared to call me a NERD?

Oh yes she did!

Lord, our words say so much about who we are and who we live for. I pray that you help Alyssa and Kyle to be sensitive and careful about what they allow to come out of their mouths. For it is what comes out of the mouth that defiles a person. Please make their spirits sensitive to curse words and using profanity, and toalways be persistent and conscious to speak as you would desire them to. Help them to put away all anger, wrath, malice, slander, and obscene talk from their mouths. You are pleased when Alyssa and Kyle's words pure, right, just and kind. Urge our children, Father, to always live according to your will and pleasure.

Sometime Thursday

2012-01-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I came that they may have life and have it abundantly." John 10:10

Sometime Thursday night life got too hard.
Sometime Thursday night desperation hit its deepest level.
Sometime Thursday night a sophomore at my son's school decided he could handle no more.
Sometime Thursday night this young man took his last breath.
Sometime Thursday night a mother and father lost their young son.

Oh how I pray that there is not a "sometime" in Alyssa and Kyle's life. I pray that life never gets so hard that they want to give up and give in. I pray that they never experience a deep desperation to leave this world. I pray that when they are discouraged they can find help, hope, and healing.

We all know that in this world we will have trouble, but I hope my children know whom they believe, and are convinced that He is able to guard what they entrust to him for that day. (2 Timothy 1:12)

God has come so that they may have life and that it may be abundant. I pray that they know this full well.

Lord, thank you for the abundant life you have for Alyssa and Kyle. I know that in this world they will experience trouble, heartache, loneliness, and fear, but with you they can overcome all these things. Help Alyssa and Kyle live in the knowledge that they are your children, they are loved, and you are always with them even when the days seem dark and impossible. Fill our children with hope, joy and strength as they experience hard times. May Alyssa and Kyle know and believe in you as their personal Savior, and be convinced that you are able to guard each and every thought, feeling and fear that they entrust to you. You never sleep or slumber, dear Jesus, and are there when they call on your name. Lord, be Alyssa and Kyle's every hope and joy!

An Increased Faith

2012-01-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

"The apostles said to the Lord, "Increase our faith!" He replied, "If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mulberry tree, 'Be uprooted and planted in the sea,' and it will obey you." Luke 17:5-6

"Faith is deliberate confidence in the character of God

whose ways you may not understand at the time."

--Oswald Chambers

Oh, how I pray Lord, that our children have a "deliberate confidence" in you! Increase Alyssa and Kyle's faith, dear Jesus. I pray that faith will find root and grow in their hearts, that by faith they may gain what has been promised to them. With faith in you, all things are possible. May they not struggle to believe, hope, and act on your calling because fear has overtaken them, but make their faith the stronger contender. Lord, thank you for the wonderful ways you'll increase their faith!

Praying Scripture: Proverbs 2

2012-01-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

Alyssa and Kyle (1998)

Dear Precious Father,

I pray that Alyssa and Kyle accept your words
and store up your commands within their hearts,
turning their ears to wisdom
and applying their hearts to understanding,
and if Alyssa and Kyle call out for insight
and cry aloud for understanding,
and if they look for it as for silver
and search for it as for hidden treasure,
then they will understand how to fear you, Lord
and find the knowledge of You.
For you, Lord, give wisdom,
and from your mouth comes knowledge and understanding.
You hold victory in store for the upright,
and are a shield to those whose walk is blameless,
for You guard the course of the just
and protect the way of your faithful ones.

I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will understand what is right and just
and fair—every good path.
For wisdom will enter their hearts,
and knowledge will be pleasant to their soul.
Discretion will protect Alyssa and Kyle,
and understanding will guard them.

Lord, wisdom will save Alyssa and Kyle from the ways of wicked men,
from men whose words are perverse,
who leave the straight paths
to walk in dark ways,
who delight in doing wrong
and rejoice in the perverseness of evil,
whose paths are crooked
and who are devious in their ways.

It will save Alyssa and Kyle also from the adulteress,
from the wayward wife with her seductive words,
who has left the partner of her youth
and ignored the covenant she made before You.
For her house leads down to death
and her paths to the spirits of the dead.
None who go to her return
or attain the paths of life.

Thus, I pray, that Alyssa and Kyle will walk in the ways of good men
and keep to the paths of the righteous.
For the upright will live in the land,
and the blameless will remain in it;
but the wicked will be cut off from the land,
and the unfaithful will be torn from it.

Thank you, Lord, for hearing my prayer.

Thankful Thursday

2012-01-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

"My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song". Psalm 28:7

My heart leaps for joy.

Christmas time with family was a blessing, despite a few cases of the flu. We have a dear and wonderful extended family and Christmas wouldn't be Christmas without being together! One of the most fun gifts was matching t-shirts for the entire clan. What a fun gift!

My heart leaps for joy.

Alyssa and Kyle showed great thought and generosity in their gift giving this Christmas. I love my purple apron, yarn for a new scarf (to be made my Lyss), and a beautiful cross necklace.

My heart leaps for joy.

Alyssa has been working hard on her internship hours over Christmas break. She's now accomplished over half of her hours needed. Whew and yahoo!

My heart leaps for joy.

My dear hubby does so many things to take care of our family. The Christmas decorations are all taken down and put away, and several home improvement projects finished.

My heart leaps for joy.

A generous and giving man from church gave his time and effort to help my man finish one of those home improvement projects and was a huge blessing.

My heart leaps for joy.

Every time my dear daughter arrives safely home from a driving adventure, I give God thanks for His protection over her. What a feeling it was to watch both kids leave home last night, all by themselves, for youth group. I'm continually praying for protection to follow my kids every where they go.

My heart leaps for joy.

Lord, I give thanks to you! Thanks for being ever-present with my family. You are so faithful and so deserving of my praise and thanks. My heart leaps for joy because you are our God!

Wordless Wednesday

2012-01-04T05:30:00.000-07:00

Today's Lesson Plan

2012-01-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Now about brotherly love we do not need to write to you, for you yourselves have been taught by God to love each other." 1 Thessalonians 4:9

Brother and Sister (1999)

Oh my children know how to push each others buttons. They are pretty well trained at picking on/at each other, teasing, criticizing, and arousing every possible negative emotion in their sibling. And it being Christmas break and all, I am keenly aware that the "natives are getting restless"...especially with each other.

Though I have used many of my own words in the last day or two about how they need to practice the art of "loving one another", I'm thinking it's time for God to move in and do His own teaching!

Brotherly love is on the lesson plan today!

Lord, I pray that you teach Alyssa and Kyle a thing or two about loving each other. May your Spirit fill both of them and prod them to speak with kindness, compassion and humility. Remind them to love one another, deeply from the heart, as you have loved them. This kind of love comes from you, Father, and everyone who loves has been born of you and knows you. This is your command and I pray that Alyssa and Kyle live out this command in their lives.

No Lying Lips

2012-01-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Kings take pleasure in honest lips; they value a man who speaks the truth." Proverbs 16:13

Ken preached on lying yesterday and so I thought it was fitting to pray for our children to live lives of honesty and truth.

Lying seems to be a way of life for many people. We lie at the drop of a hat. The book The Day American Told the Truth says that 91 percent of those surveyed lie routinely about matters they consider trivial, and 36 percent lie about important matters; 86 percent lie regularly to parents, 75 percent to friends, 73 percent to siblings, and 69 percent to spouses.
Daily Bread, August 28, 1992.

Those statistics may be old, but I'm guessing that things haven't changed much. Or if they have changed, I'm guessing the numbers are worse. Lying and dishonesty seem to be so easily on the tips of our tongues.

I long for Alyssa and Kyle''s lips to always be marked by truth and honesty. So, let's start this new year off right!

Lord, I'm so thankful that your spirit lives in us, and that we can be transformed into your likeness. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle's lips always give you praise, and reflect your abiding presence in their lives. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle keep vigilant watch over their hearts; for that's where life starts. Keep them from allowing talk come out of both sides of their mouth and help them to avoid careless banter, white lies, and gossip. (Proverbs 4:23-24) Lord, you detest lying lips, but find great delight in those who are truthful. (Proverbs 12:22) Please, Holy Spirit, prompt Alyssa and Kyle's when they are tempted to be dishonest, reminding them of the One whom they live for. May their lips always bring you glory.

Source of Life

2011-12-31T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I tell you the truth, he who believes has everlasting life." John 6:47

"I came so they can have real and eternal life, more and better life than they ever dreamed of." John 10:10

"You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand." Psalm 16:11

Lord, O Lord Almighty, you are the King of Kings and Lord of Lords, and my heart belongs to you. I pray for Alyssa and Kyle and ask that you make known to them the path of life and that they can experience eternal pleasures at your right hand. I believe that with you Alyssa and Kyle will have a more and better life than they ever dreamed of. You are the everlasting life. You are all that they need. Lord, be in and over Alyssa and Kyle's life. Thank you for hearing my prayer.

Photos taken by Alyssa, 2011

Source of Life

2011-12-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

“My people have committed two sins: They have forsaken me, the spring of living water, and have dug their own cisterns, broken cisterns that cannot hold water." Jeremiah 2:13

Papa taking down the Christmas tree (2010)

We're at Grammy and Papa's house for Christmas! Our annual holiday tradition. Christmas wouldn't be the same if we couldn'tbe with family. Thanks, Mom and Dad, for always opening your home to the craziness each year. What joy it is to all be together.

The two days after Christmas the tree had to come down. Cut off from its root system, and unable to drink water, the tree was slowly becoming dry and brittle. Soon no life would be found. Dead debris was showing up all over the floor.

Our lives get like that when we are cut off from our life source, and the true Living Water. As we celebrate this Christmas season, and look to the new year ahead, I pray that our children keep them themselves connected to Jesus. The Sustainer and Giver of life, and life abundant!

Lord, you are the Living Water, and the source of our life. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle never forsake you, and always remain connected to you. Today, may they be reminded that you alone are their God, the giver of their breath, and the sole source of joy, hope, and strength. May they soak in you as they come to your Word, or as they seek you for wisdom and guidance through prayer, or as they worship you in song. You are the author and perfecter of life, and we give you praise.

A "Flogging"...Or Not

2011-12-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

"When he does wrong, I will punish him with the rod of men,with floggings inflicted by men. But my love will never be taken away from him." 2 Samuel 7:14

No, this isn't a serious blog about "flogging". HA! However I wondered as I read the above scripture, if "flogging" is ever an appropriate form of dicipline for parents to use these days? What would a "flogging" look like?

Tar and feathers?

A pillow womping?

The dictionary defines flogging as a bit more harsh...To beat severely with a whip or rod.

I don't want to beat my kids, be rest assured, but I do want them to recognize when they are in the wrong. Sometimes that will mean living with the consequences of their actions and decisions. Sometimes it will mean the Holy Spirit's still small voice speaking into their hearts, moving and bending them in the right directions.

Oh may it be so.

And we can rejoice and be thankful that your love will never change for us.

Oh precious Father, thank you for loving Alyssa and Kyle (and myself) no matter the wrongdoing done in their lives. I am blessed that you don't flog your children for all that they do that is not according to your will and plan. However, you discipline those you love. Holy Spirit, please convict, bend, teach, and move Alyssa and Kyle's hearts and minds so that they reflect you living in them. Thank you, Lord, that your love will never be taken away!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-12-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

Lessons from a Jedi

2011-12-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

This is a repost from 2009...but as we are hanging out with family this Christmas I was reminded of how thankful I am of all our times together, and the memories we have. This is one of them that I chuckle over periodically...

"Christmas Pancakes"

"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want." Philippians 4:12

My Grandpa Wayne had a Christmas morning tradition when his kids were little, and on Christmas morning he would make the infamous "Christmas Pancakes." He would take whatever he could find in the refrigerator and add the treasures to some pancake batter. My mom remembers hot dogs, green beans, and all sorts of odd things that really shouldn't be found in this breakfast cuisine.

We had Christmas pancakes this morning, but Grammy is a bit nicer when keeping on with this family tradition. We had our choice of chocolate chip, banana, craisin, or plain pancakes. Oh, so yummy!

Our pancakes provided for a great spiritual lesson this morning, and as we were talking about it our 6 year old "Jedi in a Snuggie" summarized it well when he said...

"Take what you get and don't throw a fit!"

Contentment.

Gratitude.

Thanksgiving.

Life is full of "surprises", and sometimes we don't like the things handed to us. Like Christmas pancakes, life will sometime hold things unthinkable, and sometimes things that bring much delight. Our outlook and attitude is what makes or breaks us.

After the scripture, where Paul writes that he has learned what it means to be content in every situation, he writes "I can do all everything through him who gives me strength." (Philippians 4:13) WITH Christ, we too can find the secret of contentment, gratitude, and thanksgiving.

A good reminder, Jedi Luke!

Lord, our lives are rich and abundant, and we do not want for much. You have blessed us in numerous ways, and we have much to give you thanks for. However, in our humanness we still look to the things we are lacking, and we sometimes whine, complain, and continue seeking bigger and better things. Teach my children, dear Jesus, to "take what they get" and be content, whether it is with their worldly goods, or in their circumstances. Remind them to have thankful hearts, to speak with gratitude and kindness, and to be content in the moment. Lord, we are thankful for every good gift in our lives!

2011-12-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

Merry Christmas, Friends!

May knowing Christ

and having Him in your life

change everything!

God of Wonders

2011-12-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

God of Wonders
Written by Marc Byrd and Steve Hindalong

"God of wonders, beyond our galaxy
You are holy, holy
Precious Lord, reveal Your heart to me
Father holy, holy
The universe declares Your majesty
You are holy, holy, holy, holy..."

God of wonders, in this amazing season where we celebrate the birth of your son, Jesus Christ, may Alyssa and Kyle seek you and find you. Oh how I pray that you reveal your heart to our children. May they know the height and depth and width of your love them. Open their eyes that they may see you in new ways this Christmas season. You are holy, you are good, you are God!

Giving Pleasure

2011-12-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

"You'll not likely go wrong here if you keep remembering that our Master said, 'You're far happier giving than getting.'" Acts 20:35 (The Message)

Cousins (2007)

I only have 2 more presents to wrap and then I'm done, done, done!!!! It's amazing how much energy it takes to wrap those gifts. Every year I regret waiting to start my wrapping until after I have purchased the very last gift. Someone remind me next year to DO A LITTLE AT A TIME!

Or I'll follow Kyle's game plan and use gift bags! He's not so impressed with wrapping.

In lieu of me writing a blog yesterday, my man was sweet to post some of his thoughts. It was a sweet gift as I was dragging my feet after a long day. But because I was absent I failed to be able to share what I was thankful for (besides my hubby)! So here is a quick list...

Lyssa received her first college acceptance from her top choice of schools (our alma mater)! Way to go, girl!
We've been blessed abundantly by so many in our church family this Christmas.
Christmas break arrived...I think we were all more than ready!
Lyssa has been working hard getting her internship hours in (50/120).

But beyond that, I was truly grateful for the joy I found in giving a few extra gifts this week. I'm not able to give Christmas presents to all who are important me, but sometimes God places a few "extras" on my heart. I was just reminded how true God's Word is when it says "It is more blessed to give than to receive." (Acts 20:35)

And I'm starting to see my kids "get the drift" too. It's been fun watching them delight in giving this year. Sure, they are excited about what they might get this Christmas, but I pray that they find some out-of-this-world responses to the thoughtful gifts they have put together, and in giving find the true delight of the season.

Lord, thank you for the true joy that comes over us when we give out of our hearts and it is received with great delight and joy. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle get an extra special dose of the lesson that they will be far happier giving than getting. May this season be the foundation of experiencing the joy of thinking about others. May you shine in Alyssa and Kyle through the gifts that they give to others and may the receivers sense their love, joy and thoughtfulness. Thank you, Lord, for continually growing up our kids into maturity.

Thankful Thursday: A Partner in "Crime"

2011-12-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

I'm thankful for my dear hubby, who in the busyness of this day, wrote a blog post for me. Here's a thought from one of my favorite people in the world. I love you, partner!

In this season of giving, spending and receiving, I'm reminded to pray that our kids learn the joy of contentment. Recently I read (from One Thousand Blessings) that the first sin committed in the Bible is the sin of being discontent with everything God has already given. Satan already had abundant blessing from God and yet he wanted more and hence fell from heaven. He then tempted Adam and Eve to also become dis-satisfied with all that God had richly provided.

"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength." Philippians 4:12-13

Heavenly Father, our abundant provider, we pray You will help our children learn how to be content. In all things we pray You will help them to find their strength and joy in and through you - rather than turning to outward circumstances or material things to fill their soul. Even as they enjoy the gift giving of this season, we pray they will never loose sight of their most precious gift born so many years ago for their salvation. Lord, You are enough. Teach our kids to always trust You and to be content with what You have already given. We pray that our hearts, and the hearts of our kids, will always want for only You.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-12-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

Our Firm Foundation

2011-12-20T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them, may be compared to a wise man who built his house on the rock. And the rain fell, and the floods came, and the winds blew and slammed against that house; and yet it did not fall, for it had been founded on the rock.” Matthew 7:24-25 NASB

Lord, you are my firm foundation, and my rock. When my life is being blown about by storms and rain, and I am feeling slammed to and fro, what assurance there is knowing that you are my shelter. When I have built my life on the rock, my foundation is firm through each test and trial. Heavenly Father, help Alyssa and Kyle to build their lives on you. Daily may they look to you and your Word for wisdom, assurance, and hope, laying the foundation for the hard times that come in their lives. Plant your Word in their hearts, and grow their roots deep, that they may stand strong through all of life circumstances. Lord, may Alyssa and Kyle trust you with all their hearts, never doubting your plan for their lives. You are the firm foundation of their lives, and I give you praise.

Contentment for Christmas

2011-12-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

"So we should be satisfied just to have food and clothes." 1 Timothy 6:8

My kids think they know what they are getting for Christmas.

Christmas pajamas (2006)

They also seem to come up with lots of things they want for Christmas as we are out shopping for someone else.

Though this season is about giving to others, and finding just the perfect gift for those we love, it's sure easy for our greedy hearts to begin focusing inward on our own wants and desires.

It's hard to practice contentment and satisfaction.

"We tend to forget that happiness doesn't come

as a result of getting something we don't have,

but rather recognizing and appreciating what we do have."

--Frederick Keonig

Christmas Pajamas with cousins (2007)

Lord, we thank you for the blessings of this precious season. What a delight it is to celebrate your birth! Help our hearts and minds be focused on you, dear Jesus, and free from the greed that can so easily entangle us. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle find themselves satisfied with all that they have and content with whatever it is that they receive. It's so hard sometimes to be satisfied just to have food and clothes, but with that all of our needs are met. Lord, I pray that we truly reflect peace and thanksgiving this season, and are reminded that with you, we have all that we need. Thank you, Lord, for our abundant riches and all that you have blessed our lives with.

"Tebowing"

2011-12-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

My two boys are faithful, long-time Denver Bronco fans. Recently, their love for their team has grown to include a deep admiration for their quarterback, Tim Tebow.

If you are anywhere near a television these days, you can hear commentary, discussions and debates about the outspoken, and strongly demonstrative believer on the Broncos. This man is a wonderful example, in my mind, of how someone can be in the public eye, play sports, make lots of money, and still give a loud testimony of loving and living for Jesus Christ.

There has even been a new word added to the "Urban Dictionary" and an entire website to "Tebowing". It's a phenomenon that is catching, and being copied by many.

"Tebowing"= (verb) to get down on a knee and start praying, even if everyone else around you is doing something completely different.

Now that is an athlete that I don't my kids following.

I am praying that Alyssa and Kyle have a faith so deep, wide, and strong, that they will never fear giving God all the glory for their accomplishments and blessings. Maybe it will look like "tebowing", and maybe not. Either way, may they always give God all the praise, honor and glory with their lives!

"Now to the King eternal, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and glory for ever and ever. Amen." 1 Timothy 1:17

Lord you are our strength and song; you are my salvation. Please become Alyssa and Kyle's God, and may they praise you exalt your name forever. You alone are their rock and their salvation; you, Father are their fortress, they will never be shaken. Alyssa and Kyle's salvation comes from you alone. With every breath, I pray that they give you all the praise, honor and glory. May their actions and their words always be a reflection and representation of you living in their hearts. Lord, be their firm foundation. God, your solid foundation stands firm, and is sealed with this inscription: “The Lord knows those who are his." I pray that Alyssa and Kyle's lives are always marked by you, dear Jesus, and that they shout it from the mountaintop so that the whole world around them knows whom they believe in. Lord, you are so good, so faithful, and so true. May we abide with you forever!

In the Hustle and Bustle

2011-12-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

“He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.” Isaiah 40:29-31

So much busyness. Not only am I praying that we can survive it all, I am praying that we can thrive as well. I’m praying that while we are dashing from here to there, running to this activity or that, on top of trying to get everything done, that we are still taking the time to enjoy this season and the presence of Christ. This is the season of His birth, and I don’t want to miss the celebration and worship because of all the hustle and bustle.

(At least school finals are coming to a close, and Christmas break is about to begin! I have to admit I'm ready for school to be out...and I'm not even in it!)

Lord, give rest to the weary, and may we find joy in the precious times of worshipping and celebrating you this season.

Lord, you are my strength and my song. You are my hope, my joy, and my reason for living. This season should be one marked by celebration, worship, and even rest. In the busyness of Christmas, may we not forget to fix our eyes on you, our Savior. Be with us as we dash here and there, and remind us of our purpose and calling to shine you in all that we do. Help us to be a light to everywhere we go. May we not forget to treasure you as the greatest gift of all. As we hope in you, renew our strength! Thank you, Lord, for this day and all that it holds.

Thankful Thursday: God With Us

2011-12-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

"For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need."

--Hebrews 4:15-16

It's been a good week! I'm beyond thankful. Even when life has been crazy busy, and the pressure of the holidays seems great, God has been with our family. I've been deeply aware of Christ's compassion and understanding, and His love for me when I'm tired, cranky, and at the end of my own strength.

God has been with us. Emmanuel.

Thank you, Emmanuel, for a wonderful open house with our dear church family, and a sweet hubby who helped in so many ways.
Thank you, Emmanuel, for recovery from the exhaustion with a day of rest.
Thank you, Emmanuel, for moments of laughter and conversation with our kids.
Thank you, Emmanuel, for helping bring peace, strength and wisdom to our daughter as she wades through finals week (4 finals down, 3 to go).

Thank you, my Emmanuel.

Lord, you are compassionate and abounding in love. I thank you, Father, for the many ways I see evidence of your character in our lives. Because you came to earth as a baby, and grew in wisdom and strength as a man, you can sympathize with our weaknesses. When I struggle, I know I can approach your throne of grace with confidence, so that I may receive mercy and find grace to help me in any time of need. Oh Lord, you are so good. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle come to know this to be true of your character as well, and when they need help, they know they can turn to you for compassion, empathy, and understanding. Thank you, Emmanuel, for your presence with us every moment of each day. I am forever grateful.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-12-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

Praying Scripture: Loving Deeply

2011-12-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Love one another deeply, from the heart." 1 Peter 1:22

Cousins & Grammy (2007)

Lord, teach Alyssa and Kyle to love one another, for love comes from you. Everyone who loves has been born of you and knows you. But Lord, whoever does not love does not know you, because you are love. This is how you, dear Jesus, showed your love among us: You sent your one and only Son into the world that we might live through you. This is love: not that we loved you, but that you loved us and sent your Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. I pray that, since you so loved Alyssa and Kyle, they also will love one another. No one has ever seen you; but if they love one another, you live in them and your love is made complete in them. (1 John 4:7-12)

Oh Boy! Finals Week

2011-12-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I applied my mind to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under the heavens." Ecclesiastes 1:13

We are entering finals week around here. Alyssa says she has "tons" of finals. I'm not sure exactly how many that is, but oh my, it could be a hairy week around here. I don't know if I should pray more for me, or for my kids. ha!

My prayer for this day, and really for life, is that Alyssa and Kyle remember and can easily bring to mind, the things that they are learning. For some it comes easier than others. Applying their mind is what they will need this week for sure!

I also pray that in every stressful moment they seek Jesus and Oh the peace that He offers. And I will do the same

Lord, you have given Alyssa and Kyle strong minds and the ability to become wise with knowledge and experiences. Please help them to apply their minds whenever they are called to, and fall in love with learning. You have made them intelligent, but may they use those smarts to serve you in amazing ways. May they always give you the glory, for the things they have learned, and for how they have used the things you have taught them. Lord, thank you for being with our children when the tasks seem hard and overwhelming. Be Alyssa and Kyle's strength this week.

Open House Blessings

2011-12-10T09:08:00.001-07:00

Yesterday was our Pastor's Christmas Open House. We had a full and happy house last night. What joy it was to watch our church family interact with on another. There was laughter, encouragement and chit-chat in every corner of my little home (well, it felt little anyway). It was a fun night.

Of course, I crashed hard when everyone had left and the leftovers were all put away. (Thanks to my dear hubby for all his hard work!) As I laid my head on my pillow last night, and reflected on the evening I was reminded of what a joy it is to be a part of the family of God.

Lord, I thank you for the joy it is to be a part of your family. Through the community of believers we can find encouragement, help in our times of need, comfort, and deep relationship. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle always choose to stay close to you, Father, and find their hearts at home in your presence. In their journey to draw closer to you, may they find themselves invested and integrated into a church family of their own. Oh how I pray that Alyssa and Kyle's lives are marked by you, and that they are always and forever blessed by being a part of your family.

Beautiful Disasters

2011-12-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

"He redeemed my soul from going down to the pit, and I will live to enjoy the light." Job 33:28

People do some amazing things to mess up their lives. In ministry, my eyes and ears have been privy to many, many things that I sometimes can't even begin to comprehend. Some choices leave a path of destruction that seems irreparable.

Even I have broken God's heart at times. We all have.

But we have a God who makes beauty out of the ashes of our lives. He loves us despite our failures. He can redeem, make knew, and use the hard things in our lives.

Today I am praying that my kids not only stay clear of big mistakes, but that they also sense God's Spirit check theirs when they are tempted to do something that doesn't fall in line with His expectation and hope for their lives.

But if there are disasters, or when there are disasters, may God make something beautiful.

Lord, you are our Redeemer, and you can make beautiful things out of our lives. You can pull us up from the pit, take our old self, and make us a new creation. Oh what a wonderful God you are! Lord, protect my children from making huge disasters of their life. Prod them with your Spirit to make wise choices in their lives, and not go down roads that don't include you, or stand in your perfect will, Of course, because they are human they will not live perfect lives, but I pray that when they do make mistakes or poor choices, they will sense your unconditional love and forgiveness. Lord, please make then teachable, moldable, and sensitive to your Holy Spirit. I know and trust that you make beautiful things out of our lives, and you will do so for our children as well.

Thankful Thursday: One Who Understands

2011-12-08T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Now that we know what we have—Jesus, this great High Priest with ready access to God—let's not let it slip through our fingers. We don't have a priest who is out of touch with our reality. He's been through weakness and testing, experienced it all—all but the sin. So let's walk right up to him and get what he is so ready to give. Take the mercy, accept the help." Hebrews 4:14-16

I laugh at Lyssa's look (on right)!

I'm just the mom. According to my kids, I don't always understand.

          (But I know the One who does.)

I can't comprehend the intensity of tests, speeches, and essays.

          (But I know the One who does.)

I have no idea the stress of friendships,

the craziness of full calendars

and the desperation for money. (Right.)

          (But I know the One who does.)

Though my kids don't think I always understand, I want them to know the One who does.

God understands our fears.

God sympathizes with our hurts.

God is not "out of touch with our reality".

          Today I'm thankful for the One who knows and understands all.

Lord, thank you for being an understanding and sympathetic God. You know the things we go through, the feelings we have, and the fears we experience. Oh what joy to know that we can walk right up to you and get whatever you are so ready to give. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle know and experience for themselves that you can understand all that they are going through in life, and have a sympathetic heart towards them. May they learn to draw near to you in their times of need and find the peace and joy that can come when they seek you. Thank you, dear Jesus, for being our great High Priest.

Wordless Wednesday

2011-12-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

Incredible Obedience

2011-12-06T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Jesus...said to him, ’You still lack one thing. Sell all that you have...and come, follow Me.’ But when he heard this, he became very sorrowful, for he was very rich." Luke 18:22-23

God has asked me to do some hard things in my life. Things that I've dragged my feet on. In those moments I have loved the fact that I've heard Him speak to me, yet at the same time my feelings or fears get in the way, and I almost want to hear Him say it again so I know that I heard Him right. Oh, my silly humanness. What I've learned through all of that, however, is that God blesses me in abundant ways when I'm willing to be obedient.

Kyle's birthday party (2004)

"The Incredibles"

(Kyle wasn't so happy about me wanting to take this picture!)

"Our Lord knows perfectly well that once His word is truly heard, it will bear fruit sooner or later. What is so terrible is that some of us prevent His words from bearing fruit in our present life. I wonder what we will say when we finally make up our minds to be devoted to Him on that particular point? One thing is certain— He will never throw our past failures back in our faces." Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest, August 17

I wonder what kind of things God is going to ask my kids to do, and what sort of response they will give Him. Will they choose obedience? Or maybe waffle in indecision and fear? As babies, one of their first words was "NO." (Not "no", but "NOOO!!") I'm praying that as they become adults, and mature in their faith, that their automatic response will be obedience. Oh "YES, Lord!"

What INCREDIBLE blessing is theirs when they choose to obey Him!

Lord, I pray that our children will always follow wherever you lead, and go everywhere you call them to go. I long to see Alyssa and Kyle obedient in all that you ask of them, whether it be big or small. Open their ears so that they can hear your calling clearly. Give their feet a boldness to step out in faith and follow your leading despite any fear, doubts, or reservations. Lord, may obedience always be our children's natural response to you. When saying "yes" takes sacrifice, give them added strength and blessing. When saying "yes" brings fear, allow peace to reign in the midst of following your leading. Obedience will ultimately bring great reward as they live in the direct center of your will. Thank you, Lord, for loving our children so much, that you'll continue to prod them to obedience, lovingly speak your hopes and plans into their lives, and will forgive them if they choose to go the wrong way. Help make obedience become a natural outpouring of their relationship with you, dear Jesus.

Remember and Rejoice!

2011-12-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I will remember the deeds of the Lord; yes, I will remember your miracles of long ago." Psalm 77:11

Tis the season to remember

and rejoice!

It's time to put up the decorations,

buy a few gifts,

make some delightful goodies,

and above all

prepare our hearts

to worship our Savior!

Let the fun begin!

Lyssa and Kyle helping with the tree...2005

Oh wait...

The kids are now teenagers.

For some reason,

they don't think that all this is "fun" this year.

Sure it's a bit of work,

but I pray that in all the hustle and bustle

they don't forget...

It's the season to remember

and rejoice!

A Savior has been born!

Lord, I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will remember your deeds; yes, remember your miracles of long ago. For unto us a Savior is born. Oh, how we rejoice! I pray that our children remember the reason we celebrate, and go to all this energy and work, during the holidays. It's all about you. May they find joy in you, dear Jesus, and celebrating your birth. Move their hearts to give of their time, energy and resources this season to bless others, and to reflect you to those around them. Remind each of them, Lord, the joy of your living presence in their lives, and that you alone are who and why we celebrate this Christmas season. Thank you, Lord, for the gift of your Son.

God's Beautiful Benefits

2011-12-03T05:30:00.000-07:00

“Praise the Lord, O my soul; all my inmost being, praise his holy name. Praise the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits—who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion, who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle's.” Psalm 103:1-5

Sister & Brother, Fall 2008

“Salvation Saturday” always reminds me of the main purpose that God has placed on my heart for daily writing on this blog, and putting my prayers down on “paper”. My heart’s desire is that my children fall in love with Jesus, live their lives for Him, and rest in the promises of His Word. His benefits are so great, and they can be partakers of these things on a daily, or moment-by-moment basis. Forgiveness, healing, redemption, love, compassion, blessing, and renewal are available to them in abundant ways. I pray that they don’t just recognize these benefits from a distance, but stand hand-in-hand with the God who lavishes them with such precious things.

Dear Heavenly Father, I believe that the salvation of my children is the biggest prayer of your heart as well. I believe that you are pursuing them on a daily basis, longing for them to love you, look to you, and worship you with their lives. You have the gift of forgiveness, and the promise of relationship, ready for their consumption. Lord, each of my kids have prayed the prayer of salvation, and have asked you to enter their hearts. I know you are present, living in them and speaking to them. I pray that their hearts continue to live in the reality of those decisions made long ago. Lord, thank you for the gift of your salvation. I praise you in the depths of my soul, for the many benefits I receive as your daughter. May my children take hold and live as partakers of your beautiful gifts! For this, I will continually fall on my knees in prayer to you!

His Protection

2011-12-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

"But let all who take refuge in you be glad; let them ever sing for joy. Spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may rejoice in you." Psalm 5:11

Oh how I love that phrase...

Spread your protection over them!

Lyssa loved rolling down the hill.

But in the protection of Dad's arms,

the rolling was even more fun.

Aaah...sweet ride!

Oh to be in the protecting arms of Jesus!

As Alyssa and Kyle "roll" through life, may they find joy, courage, shelter, and hope living in the shelter of His arms. It's the safest place to be.

Lord, spread your protection over Alyssa and Kyle. I know that you will be their hiding place; you will protect them from trouble and surround them with songs of deliverance. Protect them, Father, from enemies who want to harm them. Protect them in their comings and goings, giving them courage to live out your destiny for their lives. When fear takes hold of their hearts and minds, may they find comfort in the shelter of your arms. When sadness or discouragement mark their days, Lord, move them to rest in you. Please, Lord, spread your protection over my dear children.

Delighting in the Overflow

2011-12-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

"You will drink deeply and delight in her overflowing abundance.” Isaiah 66:11

I have so many things that have brought me delight in the last week. My heart is overflowing with the abundance of God's blessing.

My family traveled here for Thanksgiving and we had a wonderful time together...Thanksgiving dinner (despite the calamities) with "party games", a new-to-us recipe, lots of delicious calories, and family movie night all of us crammed into our little living room. Other activities included an holiday train ride with Santa Clause, an eyebrow waxing "party" for the girls, the Boise State Football game for the boys, and a houseful of extended family for dessert. All of it was so delightful!

Cousins (2011)

My "29th: birthday hit over the holiday weekend too. My kids surprised me with a beautiful ring that had each of their birthstones and their names engraved on the side. I could tell there was much thought and planning put into my gift. So sweet.
Added to that precious gift, I was given many things that reflected my loves...my favorite smell, color, taste, food, and relaxation activities. Through each thing I was given I felt wonderfully loved.

Overflowing abundance that brought deep delight to me as I drank it all in! God is so good!

Thank you, Lord, for all the ways I felt loved this week, and saw your presence in my life. I am richly blessed!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-11-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

Hold Up My Arms, Dear Jesus!

2011-11-29T05:30:00.000-07:00

"So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to the top of the hill. As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning. When Moses' hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up—one on one side, one on the other—so that his hands remained steady till sunset. So Joshua overcame the Amalekite army with the sword." Exodus 17:10-13

My Precious Family...2009

Lord, in the busyness of this day, please remind my children that they are loved immensely. In the moments when I am not available, whether physically or mentally, may they know that they are two of the most important people in my life. Oh how I love how you've made them, dear Jesus, and how you've given them to me to enjoy, care for, and love. I don't always do my job adequately, so please fill in the gaps where I miss the mark. Lord, help me to be available and aware in the moments that they need a listening ear. Give me a boldness to speak truth into the areas where they wandering off your path. Open my eyes so that I can see clearly their needs, hurts, and fears. I cannot do this parenting thing alone, Father, so please hold my hand, and be the one to lift up my arms (like Aaron and Hur did for Moses) so this "battle" can be won for my children's lives and souls. Today, Jesus, I am on my knees seeking your strength, asking for your wisdom, and surrendering to you my job as a mom. And above all, I'm on my knees in worshiping you as my God, my Redeemer, and my all in all!

Trusting the Lord

2011-11-28T05:30:00.000-07:00

Now I know that the LORD saves his anointed;
   he answers him from his holy heaven
   with the saving power of his right hand.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
   but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
They are brought to their knees and fall,
   but we rise up and stand firm.

--Psalm 20:6-8

Lord, teach Alyssa and Kyle to trust you. Keep them from putting their trust in success, in others, or in the things of this world. Build their trust so that it's deep and wide, and strengthen their roots in you and grow them deep in you, dear Jesus. May they always trust in you and not men. (Psalm 146:3) Help Alyssa and Kyle to learn to always trust in you and not to lean on their own understanding, but in all their ways acknowledge you, for you will make their paths straight. (Proverbs 3:5, 6) Make their hearts willing and able to put their trust in you, all the days of their life. For blessed is the man who puts his hope and trust in you. (Psalm 84:12) When Alyssa and Kyle trust in you, Lord, I pray that they will prosper. (Proverbs 28:25) I know that they can trust in you Lord forever, for you Lord, the Lord, are the Rock eternal. (Isaiah 26:4)

Our Forever Friend

2011-11-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

"And the scripture was fulfilled that says, “Abraham believed God, and it was credited to him as righteousness,” and he was called God’s friend." James 2:23

"Oh, for the days when I was in my prime, when God’s intimate friendship blessed my house..." Job 29:4

"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends." John 15:13

God is the greatest friend I, or my kids, could ever have.

He is completely trustworthy.
He is forever faithful.
He is abundantly generous.

He loves deeply.
He loves totally.
He loves forever.

He forgives.
He heals.
He teaches.

Oh how I long that Alyssa and Kyle have an intimate friendship with Him. He'll always prove to be their forever best friend.

This is my greatest prayer.

Lord, you are this world's dearest friend, and you have made it so that we can have a personal and intimate relationship with you. I pray, Father, that Alyssa and Kyle will chose to believe in you, revere you as the King of kings, and love you as one would love a friend. They need to know that they are loved unconditionally, accepted totally, and forgiven always. Lord, I pray that they know you as their best friend.

Family of Faith

2011-11-25T05:30:00.000-07:00

"These days should be remembered and observed in every generation by every family, and in every province and in every city." Esther 9:28

Thanksgiving 2009

This Thanksgiving our home is a buzz with activity. Cousins, Grammy and Papa, and Aunts and Uncles are here, there and everywhere. I love it when we are all together!

After the turkey, mashed potatoes, and gravy, and all the trimmings had been eaten, we did the traditional share-time of what we were thankful for. Each family member racked their brain to figure out how to really express all that God had blessed them with this year. Life, air, and cheeseburgers were a few of the answers. But covering over everything, from one generation to another, was a thankfulness for God's presence in our lives. God is good.

I love that our kids can see and hear that truth from "every generation by every family". They are learning important truths, precious promises, and seeing God's faithful work in the lives of others, and they take those things and build and growth their own faith in our Lord. I'm thankful for those little moments where faith is being passed from one generation to another.

Reflecting on God's activity in our lives, celebrating our togetherness, and laughing at stories remembered makes for one wonderful day!

Thank you, dear Jesus for generations past that loved you and served you with their lives, and laid a foundation of faith in my life. And thank you, for the grandparents, and aunts and uncles, of today that speak faith and truth into Alyssa and Kyle's life. I pray, looking forward, that Alyssa and Kyle will in turn make the most of every opportunity to pass on their faith to future generations. You are good to us, Father, and we stand in huge thankfulness for a family who loves you! May future generations find us faithful.

Thanksgiving and Praise

2011-11-24T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name." Psalm 100:4

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone! I pray that you are spending the day rejoicing, in fellowship with loved ones, and eating some yummy food!

I love this season, and the opportunity it gives me to reflect on the many things I want to give God thanks for. The list is long, but I'll share a few with you on this ultimate "Thankful Thursday"!

This year has been marked by God's healing in many ways...physically, emotionally, and spiritually. God has been faithful to be actively present even in ways we didn't/don't understand.
Even in dark hours of grief, God has been present.
Time with our extended family through the year has been rich.
Our home has been a place of refuge and joy, and through a few home-improvement projects, I feel abundantly blessed to have a place that is "ours".
Friendships are a treasure beyond words.
God's confirmation of ministry and calling leave me in awe.
We pastor a loving church family, and it's been a year of spiritual growth and changed lives. It's amazing we that we've been here 17 1/2 years. How time flies when you're having fun!
Transition to a new school has been smooth sailing for Kyle.
Lyssa has her drivers license, and Kyle is not far behind her. Oh my babies are growing up.
Senior pictures taken, college applications filled out, and the countdown to graduation is quickly passing us by.
A hardworking, God-fearing, gentle, and loving hubby.
A strong, sensitive, passionate, and God-loving daughter.
A gregarious, athletic, disciplined, sensitive young man who loves the Lord.
A Savior who is living, active, and always present with me.

The list grows long, but is in no way exhaustive. The Lord is so good to me.

Thank you, dear Jesus, for loving us so much!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-11-23T05:30:00.000-07:00

Sing, Sing, Sing

2011-11-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Sing to the Lord a new song,

his praise from the ends of the earth,

you who go down to the sea,

and all that is in it, you islands,

and all who live in them." Isaiah 42:10

I had singing practice last night with a group of my girlfriends. I have to admit that love to sing. Even more, I love to worship.

I periodically try to grab my daughter to join me in singing at church, but she's a little timid about getting front of people. I know she can do it. I love hearing her sing, but have little opportunity to do so. Sometimes I can hear her in her bedroom as she's hangin', and sometimes while she's working on homework. I love it best when she's singing with a heart that resounds of worship.

I hope both of our kids fall in love with worship, just as much as their mother loves it. They may never get as loud as me (ha!), but their voices can shout with praise to the Lord, and their hearts pound in complete adoration of Him!

Sing to the Lord, dear ones!

Lord, you are so worthy of our deep praise and adoration. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle worship you with gladness; and come before you with joyful songs (Psalm 100:2) Every day, may they enter your gates with thanksgiving; and go into your courts with praise. Lord, move Alyssa and Kyle's hearts to give thanks to you, Lord, and praise your name (Psalm 100:4) For you Lord are good. Your unfailing love continues forever, and your faithfulness continues to each generation (Psalm 100:5)

Working Hands

2011-11-21T05:30:00.000-07:00

"Bless all his skills, O Lord, and be pleased with the work of his hands." Deuteronomy 33:11

Alyssa begins her internship today! Oh that is such a praise in this mom's (and dad's) heart, I can't even begin to tell you! She will be getting her first taste of what it is like to "go to work". We even had to go out this weekend to buy some semi-dressy work clothes.

I'm sure that this job isn't something she will be doing for the rest of her life, but I pray it's a time of learning some great lessons, and finding that there is a satisfaction that comes when one works hard.

Get those hands dirty, girl! I'm praying for you.

Lord, bless the work of Alyssa and Kyle's hands. May they not eat the bread of idleness (Prov. 31:27). Lazy hands make a man poor, but diligent hands bring wealth (Prov. 10:4). We do not want them to become lazy, but to imitate those who through faith and patience inherit what has been promised (Hebrews 6:12). The sluggard's craving will be the death of him, because his hands refuse to work (Prov. 21:25). A man can do nothing better than to eat and drink and find satisfaction in his work (Ecc. 2:24). Whatever their hand finds to do, I pray that they do it with all their might (Ecc. 9:10) May Alyssa and Kyle make it their ambition to lead a quiet life, to mind their own business and to work with their hands, so that their daily life may win the respect of outsiders and so that they will not be dependent on anybody (1 Thess. 4:11-12) Above all, may they lift up their hands in the sanctuary and praise you, Lord. (Psalm 134:2)

The Light of the World

2011-11-19T05:30:00.000-07:00

Arise, shine, for your light has come,
   and the glory of the LORD rises upon you.
See, darkness covers the earth
   and thick darkness is over the peoples,
but the LORD rises upon you
   and his glory appears over you.
Nations will come to your light,
   and kings to the brightness of your dawn.

Lift up your eyes and look about you:
   All assemble and come to you;
your sons come from afar,
   and your daughters are carried on the arm.
Then you will look and be radiant,
   your heart will throb and swell with joy.

--Isaiah 60:1-5

Lord, you are the Light of the World, and oh how I pray that you are the light that lives and shines in Alyssa and Kyle's world. You are a lamp to their feet and a light for their path. I pray that Alyssa and Kyle will call on your name day by day as their Savior and Lord, and live their lives out of that faith in you. As they walk in your light, I pray that they will look radiant, and their hearts will throb and swell with great joy. May Alyssa and Kyle find your sweet salvation and live in your light!

Keeping Promises

2011-11-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

"When you make a promise,

say only "Yes" or "No."

Anything else comes from the devil."

~Matthew 5:37

Promises are like babies:

easy to make, hard to deliver.

~Author Unknown

Promises may fit the friends,

but non-performance will

turn them into enemies.

~Benjamin Franklin

Lord, teach Alyssa and Kyle the importance of their word and to be careful to always keep their promises. May it be their commitment to not break their covenant; and not take back a single word they say. Especially when they make a vow to you, Lord, I pray that they don't delay in fulfilling it, for you take no pleasure in fools. I pray that honesty and integrity always mark Alyssa and Kyle's lives. I know you live in them, and through their actions and their words, and following through with their promises, others will see you! Thank you, dear Jesus, for hearing my prayer.

Thankful Thursday: God Given Gifts

2011-11-17T05:30:00.000-07:00

"This is why I remind you to fan into flames the spiritual gift God gave you when I laid my hands on you. For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline." 2 Timothy 1:6-7

Today I'm thankful for the gifts and talents I have seen in my dear family this week. God has wonderfully made each one and I revel in His creation of the special people in my life. Oh how I love and adore them!

My Dear Hubby
As he walked along side our friends, as they were grieving the loss of their wife and mother (age 43, 29 days after she was diagnosed with cancer), I stood amazed at my hubby's compassion, strength, wisdom and peaceful presence in the midst of this great loss. God has gifted my man to help those who are hurting, and lead them into the presence of their one true Comforter. On a less "spiritual" side, he helps pull together details for a funeral, listen for needs, desires, and hopes in the planning, and pull together the perfect life sketch based on each family member's memories and delights of their lost loved one. You can see my dear hubby's desire to be of comfort to the family, but also his heart that everyone in attendance of the funeral will come to know the One who is the ultimate Savior, Healer and Provider of everything they need. I love my man, and these gifts (and so many more) that God has given him!

My Dear Daughter
I love the smile that brightens our dear daughter's face as she laughs and as she talks with others. She has this quick mind that jumps to funny play-on-words and sometimes she can "bring down the house." When she can get everyone chuckling around the table, my heart rejoices and gives God thanks...not only for her, but for the joy to be found when she is around. I also love her eye for beautiful things and how she can catch that beauty through her camera. And oh what a smart mind when it comes to her school work! God has fearfully and wonderfully made, my dear daughter. I love her dearly, and love these gifts (and so many more) that God has given her!

My Dear Son
Our boy is determined in everything he does and discipline marks his days. His room is organized and clean, he has a passion to keep fit, and every day he is very conscientious to get his homework done. Just the fact that he remembers to make his lunch at night before he goes to bed brings a smile to my face. To be the best baseball player he can be, he works hard to learn and improve, and lives like he can be the best. This week, even when he failed to make the basketball team at school, he didn't beat himself up or blame others. He took responsibility for his part, in a healthy way, and then focused on what he wanted to work on to improve. In everything, our boy strives to be the best he can be. Oh, and the joy he has found in his new school, and with so many friends! He has adjusted well and loves this new experience. I think this young man loves life! I love him so much, and love these gifts (and so many more) that God has given him.

Oh thank you, my precious Lord, for these beautiful people in my life. Thank you for making theme each so unique and special, reflecting you in beautiful ways. I pray that you help them to fan into flames the gifts that you have given them. You do not give them a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline. My heart rejoices, in you my Savior, and the family you have blessed my life with. Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Wordless Wednesday

2011-11-16T05:30:00.000-07:00

Ready or Not!

2011-11-15T05:30:00.000-07:00

"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. In those days when you pray, I will listen. If you look for me wholeheartedly, you will find me." Jeremiah 29:11-13

Our girl is filling out college applications.

(Am I ready for this?)

She's taken the SAT and ACT.

The senior pictures are done.

And yesterday, she brought home the order form for her cap and gown and graduation announcements.

(I really don't think I'm ready for this.)

As Lyss heads into these new adventures around the corner, I'm praying that she waits on the Lord and allows Him to direct her steps.

(And that I have the strength to handle it all!)

Oh Lord, direct Alyssa's steps and guide her down the paths you have planned for her life. Show her the ways she should go, and give her success in all that she does. Thank you, Lord, that the plans you have for her are good and are to give her a future and a hope. When Alyssa prays, may she believe with her heart that you will listen, and know that when she looks for you wholeheartedly, she will find you. Watch over our dear girl, in her comings and goings, and forever guide her towards good things. Thank you, dear Jesus!

Basketball Tryouts

2011-11-14T05:30:00.000-07:00

"I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances." Philippians 4:11

Kyle #11 (2011)

Friday Kyle had basketball tryouts.

Saturday he found out he didn't make it.

For the last few years he's been the point-guard on his school team, but this year he's attending a new (and bigger) school. Even so, his mom was sure it was going to be a "slam dunk" to get on a team.

Sometimes it's in those moments where the feeling of failure and inadequacy grow to unmanageable depths. In all reality our head tells us that we aren't "awesome" at everything we put our mind to. We know we aren't. And we hold fast to the truth that we are valuable and gifted beyond what others see or confirm in us. Yet, despite what we know in our head, there still comes the little voice of doubt that chips away at our confidence.

Kyle seems to be handling this "foul" with ease. I'm proud of him for sure. This change of game-plan won't be the last in his life, but I am praying that he grows in strength and confidence though these trip-ups, and learns to be content in whatever the circumstances.

I hope he knows he's still a star in his mama's eyes!

Thank you, Lord, for who you've made both of our children. Alyssa and Kyle are both fearfully and wonderfully made, and blessed with tremendous gifts and talents. You, Lord, are the creator of their lives and you have wonderful plans for their futures. Strengthen Alyssa and Kyle's character and prepare their hearts for the little bumps in the road, dear Jesus. Through trials and discouragement, may they learn to be content whatever the circumstance. Build a confidence within them that is unshakeable. May they know for themselves that you have created someone who is loved and can do amazing things with their lives.

A God-Shaped Hole

2011-11-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

God Shaped Hole by Plumb

Every point of view has another angle
And every angle has its merit
But all comes down to faith
That's the way I see it

You can say that love is not divine and
You can say that life is not eternal
"all we have is know"
But i don't believe it

There's a god-shaped hole in all of us

And the restless soul is searching
There's a god-shaped hole in all of us
And it's a void only he can fill

Does the world seem gray
with empty longing
Wearing every shade of cynical
And do you ever feel that
There is something missing?

There are so many things in this world that people use to fill the emptiness that resides in their hearts...success, food, alcohol or drugs, friends, entertainment, etc. But God is the only one who can truly satisfy all our deepest longings. He's the only one who can fill every void.

He is the only one.

Lord, thank you for your unfailing love and your wonderful deeds for men, for you satisfies the thirsty and fill the hungry with good things. There is a god-shaped hole in each of our hearts, and when we ask you into our lives, you fill every nook and cranny, and take away the void. I pray, Lord, that Alyssa and Kyle look to you to fill every hunger and thirst in their souls. Protect them from looking to other things to take away any emptiness, fear, loneliness, or pain. Only you satisfy. Only you. May our children look to you, dear Jesus, to fill the god-shaped hole in their heart.

Walking with Friends

2011-11-11T05:30:00.000-07:00

"And Saul’s son Jonathan went to David at Horesh and helped him find strength in God." 1 Samuel 23:16

I'm thankful today for those who walk alongside me in my journey as wife, mother, and follower of Christ. There are so many who encourage me, teach me, and stretch me to be better all areas of my life.

I pray that my children find lifelong friends who bring them great delight and joy, and push them to grow in their faith. Friends who speak God's truth into their lives, always show grace and forgiveness, and spur them on towards good deeds. Partners on our journey of faith is one of the greatest treasures of life.

We can live this life on our own, but it's so much sweeter walking it with friends.

Lord, I love your presence in my life. With you I find great encouragement, hope, strength, and joy. You are my God, and I love you. Thank you for blessing me with friends who walk beside me on this journey, and help me strive to be a better wife, mother, and child of God. My heart is full of gratitude. Fill our children's lives with friends who will do the same for them; friends who will encourage them to draw closer to you, who will speak truth in love, and be with them through the thick and thin. Lord, you give us special people who enrich our lives in beautiful ways. Thank you for such a sweet gift.